

A Toast To My Former Self Doomed to repeat the past how can one continue on in oblivion, For to long underestimation keeps us down from what we deserve Waiting at the bottom never moving onward, self-doubt holds us back Break through to your inner self and destroy the bondage that binds you Beating yourself down just to find you picking yourself up in the endA Toast To My Former Self
Time waits for no one, passed by, overlooked, stumbled over, head held down
You fear eternity whipsering all to early and find nothing lef


QuondamRunning around I'm helpless without you.. I see you beside me now as nothing more than a faded memory. We lost what we were so reckless with and yet I ask why it has to be this way. Memories of you once brought happiness.. Pain is all I know when I am with you now. Hoping that one day we can be reunited.. In all that has happened all I ever wanted was you. Reckless and irresponsible I now find the fruit of my harvest.. loneliness with nowhere to turn but inside.. Knowing I must go on but I feel as though I can't.. I feel as though I betray you with every day that paQuondam


Suicidal OutsiderNow is the day to end, every thing I've ever known. Today is a new begining, tomorrow is a bright awakening. Look to the past to see, all of the sanity lost and found Hope for the future and pray, a piece of sanity left for stability This is the time for all to change, what once was lost can now be found Making it all come together in the end, acceptance in short supply One more chance for this imbecile to make it through Monotonus life to make it one day closer to defeatSuicidal Outsider


MisogynistManipulated.. forever are you with me... following the breadcrumbs that I lay so meticulously for you to follow. Fallen into a trap of lies and tricks... Oblivious to the outside world, what I say is what you believe. Like a puppet with no strings your the next star in my show... say what you need to hear and you do just what I need you to. Obssesed with the thought of us you jump through hoops I create to please me... Like a dog at a show begging for a treat.Misogynist
You're just an object now yet you don't realize it, how blind can one be... torn from you all that you once held
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Sweeney Todd says (11:09 PM):
DO AS THE ROMANS DO
Believe in the humble that believes in bees says (11:09 PM):
have sex with it?
Sweeney Todd says (11:09 PM):
I GUESS
Ominously Onymous says (11:09 PM):
ample solution
However, one question..
I'm bi, and with a guy. Should I be shot in the face?
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All this pain is an illusion...
Reaching up and reachng out I'm reaching for the random or whatever will bewilder me
So, uhh did you ever call Amy back?? you know the one chris told to call you at birkdale? yeah, you fell for that really hard I thought it was funny. I told Chris the other night and he couldn't believe that,that was us( us being Lauren me and a couple of guys, brandon being Amy) I wouldn't call that number is was a fake.
Chris and I did finally start talking but I don't know how long that will last because i'm not quite sure if I want to get caught back up with him again=/ like in my journal I'm very confused.
I know you probably still hate me, but you are getting the whole storry either so i'm not that worried about it.
Well hope to talk to you soon...
~Kitkat
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All this pain is an illusion...
Reaching up and reachng out I'm reaching for the random or whatever will bewilder me
I'm glad you liked the joke, my idea
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be careful of your thoughts,
because your thoughts become your actions,
Be careful of your actions,
because your actions become you habits,
be careful of you habits,
because your habits become your character,
be careful of your character,
because
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