Manipulated.. forever are you with me... following the breadcrumbs that I lay so meticulously for you to follow.
Fallen into a trap of lies and tricks... Oblivious to the outside world, what I say is what you believe.
Like a puppet with no strings your the next star in my show... say what you need to hear and you do just what I need you to.
Obssesed with the thought of us you jump through hoops I create to please me... Like a dog at a show begging for a treat.
You're just an object now yet you don't realize it, how blind can one be... torn from you all that you once held dear now all you have left in this world is me.
Waiting for the moment I take that away from you and throw you away along with the rest of the trash I've created.
Looking into your eyes I see what you think is love... And to think All I feel for you is lust sweet lust. . . . .









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Dead Sexy Lockon says (10:58 PM):
robotics are like big toys where you know every road leads to giant weapons that will not be good for anyone but will be FUCKING AWESOME
However, one question..
I'm bi, and with a guy. Should I be shot in the face?
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be careful of your thoughts,
because your thoughts become your actions,
Be careful of your actions,
because your actions become you habits,
be careful of you habits,
because your habits become your character,
be careful of your character,
because
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All this pain is an illusion...
Reaching up and reachng out I'm reaching for the random or whatever will bewilder me
So, uhh did you ever call Amy back?? you know the one chris told to call you at birkdale? yeah, you fell for that really hard I thought it was funny. I told Chris the other night and he couldn't believe that,that was us( us being Lauren me and a couple of guys, brandon being Amy) I wouldn't call that number is was a fake.
Chris and I did finally start talking but I don't know how long that will last because i'm not quite sure if I want to get caught back up with him again=/ like in my journal I'm very confused.
I know you probably still hate me, but you are getting the whole storry either so i'm not that worried about it.
Well hope to talk to you soon...
~Kitkat
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be careful of your thoughts,
because your thoughts become your actions,
Be careful of your actions,
because your actions become you habits,
be careful of you habits,
because your habits become your character,
be careful of your character,
because
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All this pain is an illusion...
Reaching up and reachng out I'm reaching for the random or whatever will bewilder me
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All this pain is an illusion...
Reaching up and reachng out I'm reaching for the random or whatever will bewilder me
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i found that the easiest way to be happy is to think positive.